Migration

Assalamualaikum..
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A test

My feeling is not very good today
My emotion and focus distracted
After my appointment last night
I know I have to gone through this
And I realized this is part of life
Everything came from Allah
I have to be 'sabar' and 'redha' if this is really what meant for me
O Allah..please strengthen me
If possible I don't want to go through the disappointment again
I'm weak..
I hope the result next week will turn ok
It's not that I could not accept it
But it hurt..
Myrahman told me not to worry
The doctor said that too
But I am really worried
Why this suddenly happen
Because in the last two weeks everything was ok..
Please pray for me
O Allah..please be the light of my eyes, ears and heart
Strengthen my iman and give me strength to move on
Amin..

A poem

Assalamualaikum..This is a very nice poem to share, extracted from Mutma'ina.

Remember Just Remember
By Anonymous

When things are down
And you are out of your mind
Remember just remember

Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness
And nothing is right
Remember just remember

Through the darkness Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense
And your heading for demise
Remember just remember

It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled
And no one seems to care
Remember just remember

Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking
And your pain makes you fall
Remember just remember

Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak
And the road seems long
Remember just remember

Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden
And everything is unstable
Remember just remember

Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy
And there is no one by your side
Remember just remember

Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen
Or is willing to lend an ear
Remember just remember

Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless
And you are stuck in a niche
Remember just remember

Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery
And there is nowhere to run
Remember just remember

You can always run to The One.

When your all alone
And your pain has no end
Remember just remember

Allah is your Friend.

And when your scars are hurting
And your heart is in fear
Remember just remember

Allah is really here.

penat

Assalamualaikum..
lama x update blog.
Been pretty busy lately..
Anyway, alhamdulillah..saya masih sihat setakat ni.
Cuma kadang2 je rasa pening+loya.
Doakan saya ye..
hihi..

Hari ni masuk ofis, setelah 3 minggu pegi audit luar..
lega+aman sikit..
sbb kilang aritu bising sgt dgn bunyi mesin..
Dtg2 plak dpt cek duit claim g audit bln mac aritu..
alhamdulillah..rezki di awal bln..hehe
btambah smgt skitnk kje arini..

Smlm penat sgt sb dok menolong kenduri sepupu kawin kat selayang
otw blk, pegi melawat kakak ipar yg xsihat di hospital serdang..
"pembawaan budak"..alhamdulillah, saya masih dpt bertahan..
semoga kaklong juga cpt sembuh..
selera blk tuk mkn..
lps dr hosp, kami blk ke tmn melati.
sempat tdo skjp sb pnt sgt.
otw blk sgah mkn dlu n smpi puchong dkt pukul 12 mlm.
berakhir juga minggu yg sungguh memenatkan ni..
hihi

My sin block my Du'a

As I sit here alone, the tears rolling down my face
It is not salt, but pain that I taste

So I leave now to go stand before You
I am helpless and alone, what else can I do?

I have asked, I have begged but my sins block my du'a
I will come now still begging, forgive me O Allah

Forgive me and grant me what it is that I ask
For me it is impossible but for You a simple task

I try and I try but I do not succeed
But I understand and know it is because Your Words I do not heed

I hear, yes I hear but I do not always obey
Perhaps that is why I am destitute, isolated and why You have written that I will be alone this way

I have no to blame but the person in the mirror I see
No one else must pay for my sins, no one else, no one else, no one else but me

So I stand before You to again beg forgiveness because You said that I can
You have told us in Your Book that You are Ar-Rahman

I will ask, I will beg but my sins my block my du'a
But I will keep asking, forgive me O Allah

vacation

enjoy the pictures..........

Busy

Assalamualaikum..
It's been quite sometime i did not post anything in my blog.
I have been pretty busy since this last 3 weeks.
Went for audit at one of our subsidiary at Batu caves.
What a tough work, with a lots of area to cover within 2 and a half week, with a team member of 5.
Finally, I am back to office.
Where I can meet my other colleagues.

Last Monday my car brokedown.
The temperature blow up on my way to office.
It is very dissappointing since it caused me difficulties to get to the office.
Yesterday me and my abi sent my beloved WHL to the workshop.
Alhamdulillah the mechanic told abi that WHL will be ready by this evening, Insyallah..

I am very excited today
Bacause tomorrow is the day that I and abi are waiting for..
We are going to fly away from the city, Insyallah..
Not too far, just to the langkawi Island.
But its free from the traffic jam, smoke, stress..
lie down on the beach, swimming and snorkeling at the private beach..
erm..that's what I am waiting for..

Its been 3 years that I did not reach there.
The last time was when my late mama is still alive.
At that time we had a family gathering at Berjaya
what a memorable time we had..
But tomorrow, we are staying at Langkasuka Beach Resort
It's near the Pantai Cenang.
Hope that everything turns out great there..
No worry, we'll be back on Monday night Insyallah.
Langkawi...here we come~

Tetamu Undangan

This is the faces that finally make it to my house..
They were Nadia, Zaiyad and the newly wed Abreeza and Jaya with two of their instant kids hehe, just kidding, the cute kids were abreeza's niece and nephew.
Congratulations..hehe
I know that it is quite difficult to get to my house.
Firdaus didn't make it, he got lost half way and turn back, *kesian..*

Well, I had them spagetti, popiah, and mix fruit trifle.
Then Nadia came with Berry's cheesecakes and abreeza came with rojak.
Zaiyad? biaselah, empty handed..
Had a good time with them that day.
Played congkak and chess games also.
Also lots of appreciation to my dear Rahman for helping me up that day..
Muahhhs...

Later, me, myrahman, nadia and zaiyad decided to go to Alamanda.

Guest

Going to have a guest tomorrow.
Invited my officemates Nadia, ABreeza, Zaiyad and Firdaus to our house
Just to have a mini gathering
Since today is Abreeza's birthday
Have to go to Giant tonight to buy things for the food tomorrow.
Cake will be sponsored by Nadia and Zaiyad.
Not sure yet what to cook..
Really happy because this the first time they are coming to our house.

Tiring night

Last night was a tiring night ever
After fetch rahman at subang jaya,
We both staright to Putrajaya to fetch his motorbike.
Salat at Putrajaya's Mosque
I felt very calm in there..
Praise to Allah..

After had our salat
went for dinner at precint 9 before head back home
I had a set of chicken chop while myrahman had nasi lemak ayam dara (how they know the chicken is still virgin, funny..hihi)
Arrived home at almost 10p.m.
I was so tired and fall asleep in front of the TV after salat
Luckily my dear wake me up and i found my clothes ironed by him
So thankful..Alhamdulillah..

Holiday

Wed evening
After worked yesterday, I went to SS15 Mc'Donald's to fetch my dear rahman
He got there from Klang by train after audited one of the government's department there.
He said he want to accompany me home instead of letting me driving home alone as usual..
he got me a double cheeseburger after I told him I was so hungry since I have not had my lunch
Which I considered as a very understanding
He knows what I like..good good..

Wed Night
Later, we head straight to Alamanda Putrajaya to meet up my friends
Unfortunately due to some reasons the meetings cancelled.
So, instead of sending myrahman to fetch his motorbike at Precint 9 last night,
we went to Alamanda
Myrahman bought me a "congkak" which I really wanted for a long time..
Had a bowl of Ipoh Hor Fan which is my fav at the food court before head back to Puchong.
Had a three round game of congkak with my dear until late last night
But I did not win any
erm...can't believe I was defeated by him..ohhh

Today
I felt pretty boring at the office lately
because my next assignment will be started next monday
Insyallah i will be going to one of DRB's subsidiaries near Shah Alam and Batu Caves for audit.
Hope I'll enjoy the next assignment since it consist of a larger number of team member
Also wish to learn something new..

I booked a holiday package from Airasia today
Because I suddenly felt that I need a rest
Insyallah we both are going to Langkawi early of next month
At first I planned to Bandung
Unfortunately my dear does not really attracted with it
Since he knows I may do lots of investment or donation there hehe..
maybe some other times..
Hoho..can't really wait for the vacation..=)